After learning that Bobby Brown did not make his daughter’s funeral service this past weekend, because his wife Alicia Etheredge suffered from a seizure. Brown beats himself up for not being there for his 22-year-old daughter throughout her drug crisis.

Following in the footsteps of her mother, Bobby believes that if he made Krissy go to rehab and had became more of a guardian — like Britney Spears’ father did to save her — his daughter would still be alive.

Bobby Kristina was buried next to her mother in New Jersey on Monday after the private funeral service on Saturday.